Monday, January 28, 2013

Balance

Balance.  Everyone wants it, few achieve it.  It is what I am working on today.

Balance.  Maybe if I say it enough, it will magically happen?  Ha!  No, that would be much too easy.  Nothing that matters comes easily.  In order to obtain and appreciate what is truly valuable I have to work hard and then wait patiently.  Positive things come to those who wait.  As you know, patience has always been difficult for me, however the more I work at it the easier it's becoming.  Awareness that I can't always get what I want when I want it is key.  It really comes hand in hand with letting go of fear.





As you know, I'm a writer, triathlete, parent, mentor (believe it or not, ha ha), wife and all that goes with it.  There are numerous sub-activities/duties that go with each of my titles.  To sum it up, there is rarely enough time in a day to accomplish everything.  This is where balance will come in.

I've written about balance in previous posts, but have not given it my full attention.  Literally everything in my life has either changed recently, is in the process of changing or will be changing in the near future (operative word here....change).  Everything.  It's a very good thing that I've let go of my fear in that regard.  Or I should say I'm making progress.

Here are some examples:  a year ago I was a stay-at-home mom.  I am now working, and am hoping to add to my resume' soon with additional opportunities.  I am officially a paid writer!  George Eliot "It is never too late to be what you might have been".  Absolutely.  My kids are growing up (sniff).  My daughter recently acquired her learner's permit and will have her driver's license before her seventeenth birthday in June.  She is thinking about college and is taking the SAT next month.  My son's voice is deepening and he is now much taller than I am.  As this triathlete season draws near, I am determined to excel in my races (last year I was kind of content with the mediocre).   There's more (some larger than I've got my head around at this point) but these examples give you an idea.  Remember my photo essay about the new year?  "2013.  Shit is about to Change."  Well...here we go!  Progress.  It's the new change.

Progress is good.  So I am embracing it.

There is no magic wand when it comes to achieving balance.  It's about setting boundaries, knowing what my limitations are and not biting off more than I can chew. Life doesn't have to be a juggling act.  I don't have to live in fear. I don't have to do it all or have it all.  I just have to do is keep it simple.  Stick to the basics.  Putting it on virtual paper is a start.

To sit back, look at it logically and take action really doesn't have to be complicated.  And over complicating my life is in my past. Today it is about simplification.  Thus, achieving the perfect balance.  Wait...not perfect, but just...balance.  As always, writing about it to you has helped. Thank you.

Balance.  That, my friends equates peace.

Goodnight.

16 comments:

  1. I like it! Sounds like you have made a dramatic shift in the direction and improving the quality of your life. Enjoy it. Give yourself some kudos.

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  2. It's all about balance. And that's not an easy thing when you've got so much to juggle. Life can sometimes be as hard or as simple as you make it. You're doing very well Michelle.

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  3. There's nothing quite like simplification and balance. The embrace of peace and serenity in a life enjoyed.

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  4. I think as you have stated:
    "Everyone wants it, few achieve it."

    I find it almost impossible to achieve though I do wish I would master it.
    Then again, who wouldn't :)

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  5. You said that you don't have to live in fear anymore, why is that? Why did you have to live in fear before?

    I always think about balance, but there is always someone messing with me, I need to start fresh, somewhere far away from the place I am in now, i thought too much about it so if I had to find balance somewhere far away I'd do it, I'd find that balance very easy.

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    1. Gabriel my life was completely fear based until I made some drastic changes several years ago. I continue to do my best to live my life in a matter that is not driven by fear. It's what this blog is all about :) Stay tuned!

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    2. Nope, I'm sorry, not satisfied with that answer :D What exactly were your fears :) ?

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  6. Thank you for your comments everyone! I find that through life's challenges I am getting stronger day by day. Progress...not perfection is my goal. As I learn I'm passing on my experience, strength and hope to others. Maybe one person might benefit from my many mistakes and how I'm growing through those mistakes (and hopefully not repeating them) :) I may not achieve balance or even complete freedom from fear but I sure am having fun trying! Keeps life interesting.

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  7. Hey, you're a triathlete and a good (or improving) one at that. You have to be disciplined to do this. You actually sound like you're pretty balanced at the moment. I'm not sure what the source of your fear is, or other obstacles, but 'head down and bum up' is the best way to attack them.

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  8. A sense of balance, it seems to me, is totally subjective. Your life is out of balance only if you think it is.

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    1. Very true....it's part of the mental game, isn't it? Getting one's thinking on the right track. Part of letting go of fear :)

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  9. I think balance is constantly evolving, since we're mothers and busy and have ever-changing demands. So for me it's rather than trying to "get there," it's more the journey of pursuit that seems to be the goal. And that in itself seems to relieve much of the pressure. Just doing the best I can with what I have at the time.
    New follower,
    nancy
    http://nancyvnjourney.blogspot.com/

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  10. For some reason this post reminds me of a unique verse in the Bible referring to a 'cake unturned. Every hear of it? I to, like to write, but think I need to find ways to brown the other side of my pancake more evenly so that my life is more balanced!

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  11. I used to do triathlons when I was younger :) Good luck with your races! I saw your post on bloggy moms and following you on GFC now. I look forward to your future posts! You can find me at

    http://wvfrugal-wvsaver.blogspot.com

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